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find my way
04:49
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Find my way
Lyrics by bryan blake
Running thru a sea of sorrow
Speed it up , waiting for tomorrow
The mudd is deep beneath my feet
Beaten down with broken soul
Take and take until there’s nothing more
But there is no time for retreat
I want it
I need it
Im gonna find my way
I want it
I’ll reach it
I don't give a fuck what they say
Gonna find my way
Spent some time down in the darkness
I’ve learned alot from the emptiness
Beaten down but i wont let it go
I wont let this kill my soul
I wont let this take me to the grave
Im fighting a war
And i gotta win this battle
The darkness is strong, but i am stronger
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2. |
laps of the wreath
04:58
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Laps of the wreath
lyrics by Bryan Blake
I’ll never find my something to believe in
I suspect the whole world is a lie
You never mind as i entertain the shadows
Entertaining carbon dioxide
I love the way you know
It only goes to show
You love the way i know you
Always know , you know?
Trick the rabbit right down the hole
Momentary reason, trade a coat for a soul
With the circus, we live the freakshow
Sonic transmission in one legged rows
The game is: kick your ass
The contest : stay standing , yeah, you better be last
Now get running
Get running
All the reasons, all the give and take
Run along yeah, run along, so long in the one legged race
I love the way you doubt me
It only goes to show
I love the way i know you
Always know, yeah, you know?
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3. |
sour rust
04:29
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Sour rust
lyrics by Bryan Blake
Once was the want
Now becomes need
Deep are the roots
Once, was the seed
How does it feel to be low now?
Seeking high ground? Get a shovel and dig the grave .
How does it feel to speak the words out? Say it real loud?
All i do is crash the train
I feel the pain and it is so strong
I try to hold on
But i'm losing my brain
Take it all as it’s coming
Keep it running, you know you gotta keep the faith
Keep looking forward
Don't lose yourself
Another reason
Gone with your health
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4. |
butt-puppet
06:07
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Butt puppet
lyrics by Bryan Blake
Build it up
Let it go
A nightmare instead of a dream
Start again
Never ends
Obsession cuts me and i always bleed
When you run to the end of the world will you find what you were looking for?
What does it mean if it’s all really there for nothing?
Can you really tell me ?
Why does this world always seem to bring me down?
Get what i expected
Everytime i get back up i get knocked to the ground
Getting what i came for
I want to give in, spitting blood
But, I'll never tap out.
I’ll never tap out, no.
Smash it down
Watch it burn
A worn out and toxic scene
Say my name
Feel the shame
I’m tired of failure defining me.
When you run to the end of the world will you find what you were looking for?
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5. |
last to know
04:43
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Last to know
lyrics by Bryan Blake
I am reborn from the mire
Translucent in an earth hued haze
Zombie like shell, tunnel vision
A number of one, the number of days
If i don't change my dirty ways
I can think of so many things, if i don't change my ways
I'm not a blind man
I can see what's happening to me
Betrayed with good intentions
Words just couldn't reach me
I was the last one to know
Broken faced, one man show
They say there's nothing to know, nothing to know
I know now, i can see clearly , i know i was the last to know
I was the last to know.
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Mother ship
lyrics by Bryan Blake
I am waiting for the mothership to carry me home
Hoping i might be normal somewhere unknown
Give or take , it's all the same, if you feel that fear
Take control, they tell me i’m weak
But i don't give a fuck what they thing
Hang on , don't let go
They’ll come to take me home
Take me home
Take me home
The world is a very strange place for a person like me
I don't belong with any realm of humanity
I want to fly and race threw the sky, feel the air wrap around me
Give or take , it's all the same, take a walk through the cloudy trees.
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7. |
half past full
06:16
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Half past full
lyrics by Bryan Blake
What do they think?
What do they know?
What did they take?
To make you feel low?
Pick up the pieces
Good as new
See i told ya
We would come through
Time heals everything but your memory
You just gotta move on
Life is like a dream that’s empty
You just gotta move on
Even though you know you won't belong
What did they say?
What has to grow?
The drought has damaged more than the roots can show
Do you like what’s there?
Can we just move on?
I gotta black cloud, it’s gonna storm till dawn
We can always find a way to be free.
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8. |
never come back
05:21
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Never come back
lyrics by Bryan Blake
Its shaking my soul
Keeping me low
I don't feel i can fight this
Numb the pain
Take it away
Anything to keep it in
Take me away
I may never come back
I know too much about it
I may never come back
Take it away
Take it away
Its making me old
Cant find no rest
All i want is transcendence
Numb the pain
Take it away
Anything to keep it hid
Take me away
I may never come back
Ive seen and danced around it
I know too much about it
Take it away
Take me away
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9. |
(had) better days
04:34
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Better days
lyrics by Bryan Blake
Love thy neighbor
As thy powder
Lay me down
Whiskey sour
Move like a gypsy
Dance around me
Whisper the darkness , inhale the dream
What's it gonna take?
Try again
They stole the blood you make
Same in the end
Can't find a dream to take
Find a friend
They said they sealed your fate
Never again
Better days ?
Strong as thou art
Leave you broken
You are the meat and the spirit spoken
Velvet shackles, toys in the dark
Play among the shadows
You are
What can i say
I cant believe it
Walk away from the pain
God knows i need it
I need it.
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10. |
dead man's blues
05:19
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Dead man’s blues
lyrics by Bryan Blake
Been living on borrowed time
Can't seem to fix my broken mind
Old soul stuck in the modern age
Overlords, with nowhere to go
Stuck in my rage
If all doesn't matter?
We’re all dead in the end
What's the point of climbing that ladder ?
In the land of the dead
We are the living dead
Get out of my head
Shattered dreams have destroyed my soul
I don't know if i can take anymore
Through the darkness i keep searching for light
But everyone is a narcissist in the new world of I
Stair at that screen like a zombie
Let them tell you what to think
What’s the point of all those beasts you fed?
In the land of the dead we are the living dead
Get the fuck out of my head
Get the fuck out of my head
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11. |
i will rise
03:38
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I will rise
lyrics by Bryan Blake
Lost a candle in a dark room
The embers reveal a new light
Out of the fire the ashes renew
Another reason to carry on this fight
I will rise above
With the blood of every enemy
I will raise this glass for a toast
Though the war is far from an end
Drink from the cup of the dead
Victory is mine
Every war we fight starts in the mind
If we conquer ourselves we can conquer the world
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12. |
pen is face
03:54
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Pen is face
lyrics by Bryan Blake
Years in the circus left me low
Chasing my tail
No direction home
Slipped on the ice
Now i have a bruise to show
What do you want, what do you want from me?
Just let it be, just let it be
I can take this.
Miles away above and yet below
Feel my blood moving down the rope
Tied myself to a bunch of old regrets
Tighten the knot feel the blood running down my neck
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13. |
wasted me
05:19
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Wasted me
lyrics by Bryan Blake
I want to roam thru endless dreams
I need you to know nothing is what it seems
I’ll find away
To make it through the day
But i'm starting to see
I can't hear what you say
Wasted time
Wasted me
I don't know where to go i don't know where
Wasted mind
Wasted need
I don't know where to go i don't know where
I’ll move through the fog
Walk like i can see
And though the darkness
The spirits keep calling out to me
I’ll find away
To make it through the day
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14. |
walk through hell
03:42
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Walk thru hell
lyrics by Bryan Blake
Waiting , taking my time
Learning to exist again
Painful reminders
Of the person i have been
I’d walk through hell to see you I’d walk thru hell
No one said it's easy
You are not the first one to catch on
I’d walk through hell to see you
I'd walk thru hell
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15. |
raising paper sails
05:43
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Raising paper sails
lyrics by Bryan Blake
One day the sun fell from the sky and the world became grey
I felt the cold in my bones, and the storms tried to wash me away
I walked through the forest without the moon to be my guide
I’ve stared in the faces of evil , looking for the light
I will find my away
Learn to enjoy the journey
Destiny is all
I’ve sailed many sea’s and i’ve lost my friends in the wars
I’ve felt the hunger from famine but i’ve found love on my course
I will find away
Learn to enjoy the moment
Destiny is all.
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